I am renting my heart again...

I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

scars of past are carved beneath
pangs of grief is under wreath
smile has withered away in the corner
life is still sad like a mourner

I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

darkness is awake inside my room
future seems like a bloody doom
hope is dead within these rifts
deep inside me fury drifts

I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

wake me up from this endless sleep
hold me back from this great steep
accept me as I am torn and broke
mend my wounds with caressing stroke

I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

seal me inside your soul forever
shield me so that I am not hurt ever
knock on my heart as breeze of dove
just pay rent of unconditional love

I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

Everything is red now..

Girl waiting for someone....

Eyes questing, the massive crowd
Voice impatient, to blast aloud
Every flower, fragrant with her soul
Right under, that thirsty pole
Years wept, without his glimpse
Time swept, in painful limps
Hearts will, reunite in a flash
Inhibiting tears, into that trash
Night ended, as he tread that ground
Gently turned , his head around

Innocent face, with enticing smiles
Stepped ahead, to end those miles

Roaring noise, tear her apart
Explosions, did blast his heart
Death urged him, to again depart

Numb amidst ,the bleeding soil
On ruins of her fate, she toil
Waiting endlessly, until time recoil

This was an impossible effort to frame up a moment of disaster which has shaken the foundations of heart of innumerable people in the past which run through newspaper as "13 serial blast in Delhi”. Every blast leaves some eyes with everlasting quest, some hearts with boundless ache & some hands with ruthless blood. Such narrations whenever told always leave eyes with mist of tears and hearts with pangs of fear.

No matter how far I am..

As fire turned him to ashes,she decided to end her colorless life.As she step ahead,someone kicked inside her womb.Tear sprinkled as she caressed her womb and smile waved as his words echoed in her ears,"No matter how far I am,part of me will always be with you"

Phir yaadon ka karwa chal diya hai..

Phir yaadon ka karwa chal diya hai..

Door tak bas akela hi chal diya hai..

Tapti doop ki garmi liye..

Kapkapati sardi ki narmi liye..

Barasti aankhon ki boondon sang..

Khilkhilati hasi ke phoolon sang..

Tanhai ko bhool kar..

Waqt ke sang jhool kar..

Phir yaadon ka karwa chal diya hai..
Door tak bas akela hi chal diya hai..

..Yaad rakhna..

Yaad rakhna ek raat aisi bhi ayegi
Jab karwatein badlte badlte subh ho jayegi

Yaad rakhna ek mord aise bhi ayega
Jab thak haar kar kadam ruk jayenge

Yaad rakhna ek aansoo aisa bhi girega
Jo bhikhar kar bhi tuth nahi payega

Yaad rakhna ek pal aisa bhi ayega
Jab dhadkane bechain ho jayegi

Yaad rakhna ek shaks aisa bhi milega
Jo apna ho kar bhi anjaan lagega

Yaad rakhna ek hasi aise bhi ayegi
Jo bas tum par hi muskurayegi

Yaad rakhna ek kal aisa bhi ayega
Jo bas meri hi khani dhorayega

Yaad rakhna waqt bhi ruk jayega
Jab mera dard teri aankhon ko rulaega

Writer's Lounge

Ek saal ka safar pura hua aaj..

Betein Waqt ki reth par tum sab ke nishaan dekhe..

Kuch mand mand se muskurate hue..

Kuch namm namm se bheegey hue..

Kuch lehron ke maar se mith se gaye hai..

Kuch aaj bhi utaney hi gharein hai..

Kuch nanhe-nanhe nazook se hai..

Kuch meethe-meethe bavook se hai..

Kuch nayi rahon par murd gaye hai..

Kuch bheed main kahin kho se gaye hai..

Kuch apni pehchaan se anjaan se hai..

Kuch jaane kyo hairan pareshan se hai..

Kuch shararton main doobey hue hai..

Kuch khamosh se simatey hue hai..

Kuch abhi abhi chal pade hai..

Kuch chalte -chalte thak se gaye hai..

Kuch roothey hue se lagte hai..

Kuch mananey main lage hai..

Sab bhikare hai, kuch door kuch pass hai..

Par phir bhi sab ek saath se hai ..

Sab musafir hai mere safar ke..

Mere Apne hai ab anjaan nahi..

Kuch kadam hi to chale hai abhi..

Yuh tufaano se darna hai nahi..

Mera haath pakar kar chalna hai abhi..

Sunahre panno par bas likhna hai yahi..

Ek saal nahi , kayi sadiyon ka safar tah karna hume…

P.s. This I wrote on Writer's Lounge when we celebrated it's first anniversary.WL has motivated me a lot,I really bow down and feel great to be a part of it.Thanks WL n all loungers for your encouragment,this is just like a part of me now.

..why me..

She was fuming with intense anger,her eyes puffed with countless tears.She bent down and picked up a stone from ground and threw brutally in the sky,straight at the face of sparkling moon,hidden behind the hazy clouds in the dark blue sky.

"Why me....",she burst into tears with unendurable pain,fall on the ground,lie there lifeless weeping for the long hours.Her screams echoed on the solitary sea shore until no one responded.Her tears hit the rocks and shattered into thousand of pieces.Her life was strangling at that deserted land and there above in the vast sky,moon gazed with wistful eyes and mysterious smile,because he knew,what she thought was the finale,actually was the dawn of one of the most glorious and opulent sunshine.