..You are my junkyard..

You are my junkyard..You are my junkyard..

tainted love hanging on the corner webs
lost hope taking last breath on the dusty canvas
restless nights spread as dust on the floor
dry cries trapped in the pages of old books 

You are my junkyard..You are my junkyard..

overwhelemed anger tightly stuffed in the bags
pangs of fear packed inside the fragile boxes
demises gracefully folded under the rusty trunk
unpainted goals tousled on the shelved waiting to be realized

You are my junkyard..You are my junkyard..

time after time I kept dumping them on you 
bit by bit you picked them all without prejudice
with the wretched heart whenever I came to you
hugging my junk you have traquillized my soul

You are my junkyard..You are my junkyard..

..one liners..

..quest of love..

in the quest of love

I wandered door to door

few were locked from ages

some were choked in rages

few opened with lack of faith

some turned my knocks to wraith

few didn't had a time

some didn't want to chime

door opened door closed

but no one did ever proposed

tired and unsettled

hopeless and withered

I wandered all around

caught in trains of thought

I saw his fleeting glance

bit by bit he came closer

opened his heart

and snuggled my core

dazzled in his smile

I felt settled

within his solace 

I was tranquilized

swooning over him

I was hopeful

setting foot inside his door 

I was blissful

like a beautiful dream

love seeped

deep deep into my soul

gleaming every corner of my heart

quneching my thirst

forever and ever

..be my..

..be my dawn when night gets longer..

and

..I'vll be your shade when sun gets brighter..

..be my snowfall when I am enjoyed..

and

..I'vll be your rain when you are overjoyed..

..be my smile when temper roars..

and

..I'vll be your humour when life bores..

..be my rider of my emotional rollercoster..

and

..I'vll be your navigator at your crossroads..

In ups and downs,peaks and valleys

..be my only knight in the shining armour..

and

In if's and but's,goods and bads

..I'vll be your lady with the gaurdian angel..

..Is it..

Is it your smile on my face

or dawn is mesmerizing me again

Is it your breath on my neck

or wild lilies are overwhelming me again

Is it your touch on my skin

or sea breeze is embracing me again

Is it your warmth in my soul

or wintery sun is cuddling me again

Is it your love in my heart

or strings of voilin are in  rthyme again

Is it real 'YOU' by my side

or dreams are delusioning me again

Soul Surfer

hiked mountaintop,drowned in the depth of ocean

plunged in the vast sky,ran thousand miles

jumped off the cliff,slept on bed of snowy piles

life took a bumpy ride, dumped me on abandoned shore

days after days,I wandered till my soles turned sore

..I am a soul surfer..I am a soul surfer..

rejoiced when felt every single breath of mine

numbed to death in the valley of windy cries

twinkled eyes under the sparkling blue skies

quenched thirst in the endless crystal waves 

opened wings just to blew away the gust of graves

..I am a soul surfer...I am a soul surfer..

like a surfer riding on waves,I travelled around 

 I came at end and the pain won't wane

when I look back on the memory lane

I  always found bits of my soul drained 

In every single blissful moment I gained

..I am a soul surfer..I am a soul surfer..

Some junk..

                       

Mistakes are part of life..sometimes they teach us lessons we never forget in our lifetime..and sometimes they lead to other mistake...sounds funny but its true..some mistakes are so tempting..resisting them is hard.I too had made mistakes..mistakes that had hurts someone to the point that had led them to solitary confinement. May be that what sins I am paying for..or may be there are other yet to be smashed into my face.I always end up fighting with myself when my mistakes are on trail in court room of my heart and problem is...this trail never ends..it always give birth to some more question waiting for answers that don't exist.Its long time now and I am fed up of all this fighting for all those mistakes..they are done..no matter how hard I try..I can't rewind time back and undo all of them.Damage has already been done.No point wasting time now.So quitting is better option then constant fighting.Let life keep on screwing me for all mistakes...and let me keep on trying to make atleast better mistakes.

PS: Some weird thought are hitting my mind these days...more I try to sweep them away  more they keep on piling up on my mind.